An emergence from the grave…

After all this hooplah, I have finally returned from a long hiatus of not blogging (well on blogger at least) to give you the news of my life. I have been so busy with school that I haven’t had a moment to blog. And instead of being the smartest person ever, I’m forgoing an extra thirty minutes of sleep to relay my message out to the world.

Screw mentioning classes, classes are classes. Boring and I’m already looking forward to next semester.

Now to the Juicy…

I realized I am a little jaded by how my relationship with Kevin happened. He was a bastard to me. I didn’t realize how easily I was fooled into thinking how I liked him when he was just twisting me. This is at least how I think, Kevin. Kevin if you are reading this, you may think differently, but my heart reached a low with you and it was a little scarring.

But I’m recovering…

…with a new love of my life. His name’s Eric. I find it hard to say “Love of my life” due to my fickle nature but I (at least at the moment) have found someone that loves me for me. I’m still scared that this may become all “Alex” on me and nothing will happen, but I trust in Eric’s judgment. He may be a little bit of a bumbling idiot but I find it cute. He also has this weird sweaty body smell that merges with weird Old Spice Red Zone, which I kind of use too but not to the extent that my own sweat makes a new scent with the Old Spice but masks my odor. I find Eric’s company filling, and yet I find it hard that I kind of am leading this relationship, me dating a Leo of all signs and the Virgo is taking lead? Odd.

But other than that…my new blog design was made last minute, I got tired of the green. And the fact that whenever I previewed the design, it looked semi-retarded. But I really don’t care. Time changes things I guess…that was the message I wanted to convey with the blog.

But I am tired…so I will sleep and hope for a new blog soon.

-Paz