Odd it's my graduation today and lo and behold, I still don't feel like it is. Odd right? Back in 8th grade i was all nervous and stuff and i was just walking over, getting a diploma and that's it. This time I have to make a speech and stuff and i still don't feel anything. If anything, i'm more nervous in the fact that the library talent show is friday and i don't think i know the words to my song. That and the fact that my throat hurts. And the fact that i (accedentally) swallowed a small amount of Scope and my stomach feels funny. Maybe it'll hit me when i'm walking over there...eh, maybe not.


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Lemme end with one thing. I've actually had some dreams recently. Odd right? Most of them involved 2 things, either Fish or Shopping. Lets see what it means:

Fish
To see fish swimming freely in clear water is an omen of wealth and personal power. If you were fishing in clear water and could see the fish bite, it indicates that you will discover or acquire some knowledge which can be used very advantageously. To dream of catching a fish is an augury of success, and the bigger the fish the bigger the success; and if you saw a fish moving its fins, you can expect to be freed of any worrying responsibilities. Tropical or goldfish in tanks, bowls, or pools indicate ephemeral pleasures.

(To note: Blue indicates liberation from worry and/or help from outside sources)

Shopping
Shopping in dreams can either stoke your consumerist thirst, or satiate it. Pay attention to which is happening. If your subconscious is feeding you feelings of hunger, try increasing happiness by rearranging your role in the workplace. If creative shopping while sleeping is in itself very pleasant sport, then your psyche is simply going through the motions of validating the joy that you have created with your own hands. Congratulations.

oh yeah...one more (just the other day though)

Crab
At first glance a crab seems to be a very negative dream symbol. It could represent a "crabby" or unpleasant personality. The claws could be symbolic of a clinging and hurtful person, or a side of your own personality. There may be too much dependence, clinging and forcefulness in your life. The crab may also symbolize your inability to effectively move forward and address your own difficulties. However, there is a more positive interpretation for the crab in your dream. In some areas of metaphysics, the crab is a representative of the sea and the sky. It represents physical nourishment which can be obtained from the sea and also intellectual nourishment. As with all water dwelling animals, the crab could also represent something in the unconscious and the emotions.
(but then again, i think that the crab is more of the fish thing, since there were fish in the same dream.)

So what is this telling me? Uhh...well i'm graduating and that might mean some sorta future "success" (does catching count when you buy a fish and you have a big fish the size of a honeydew in a bag and your holding on to it.) Maybe the crab is a sign of being to dependent on my family? I dunno about the shooping though. I could just be shopping for the hell of it.